BEING A GIRL, WHEN KISSING A GUY, WHAT GOES AROUND THROUGH YOUR MIND?
I cheat kiss.
Kisses turn me on. A full blown deep kiss especially. The usual kiss goes like this… My lips are wet, so are his, seal locked… tongues rolling, hands either clasped together, or, exploring the insides… most of the actions are instinctive, brain stops thinking, the drive is just to get clothes off from amidst us.
In the initial days, I would just close my eyes and relish and cherish each part of his touch. My senses would be at the height of their sensitivities, and I just did not want to miss a microsecond of it.
Then one day, it happened. We were in his car, with the steam building on, and I heard something, probably someone passing by. That was enough for me to break my focus and open my eyes. What I saw was the most beautiful moment of my life…
I saw him, with his eyes closed, his lips on mine, gently sealing, sucking… and such peace on his face. It was like, through that kiss, he was releasing all his stress out, like in that moment he has forgotten everything… his office troubles, his loan EMIs, his car repair, his father's health. He seemed like a baby… and I felt so much needed, I felt like the care giver, the provider, the source, the person he depends upon for this very kiss, I felt like his fulfillment. I loved him in that moment. And I don't know what happened then, the embrace I gave him next, he loosened his entire body in my arms…
Since then, I cheat kiss. In between the kiss, during the peak of it, I open my eyes, and look at him in all his innocence… and close my eyes back again.
I love him.
